HarunoWolfLove

Don't kill my vibe.

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to keep you off my mind by HarunoWolfLove, literature

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to keep you off my mind

So i could say that i love cocaine because it makes me forget that i am waiting for it to even kick in. I can tell you that i love meth because it lets me stay awake for days. I could claim that i love marijuana because when i'm on it i just don't care about anything at all. And it would be true, it would all be true. But it doesn't matter anymore. I do drugs to do drugs. My loneliness, my self-pity, my failures- those were all excellent reasons to pick up dope in the first place. But they don't matter anymore. The world has gone on without me. Life has gone on without me. Things have changed. For all i know, i could be with friends and not f

you're gone and i gotta stay high all the time by HarunoWolfLove, literature

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you're gone and i gotta stay high all the time

I'm slipping on the guts i've split trying to tell you all these things in my fucking mind. I'm grasping my head and pulling at my hair in the corner of my room. I'm breaking apart on the floor because rather than carpet, hardwood is just easier to clean. You have no fucking idea how hard i've tried to hold my composure, to not let this get the best of me. But i'm splitting you into parts separating it all in my mind and this part i am going to ridicule until i am okay. … So there i was sitting against my door after trying for the fourth goddamn night in a row to drown you along with all my other ghosts. Your letters were across the

that's the way it goes by HarunoWolfLove, literature

i. you by HarunoWolfLove, literature

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free falling falling fast down down down hitting rock bottom the very lowest i can go not caring that i dragged every person who tried to pull me to safty selfish acts not put to shame now wasting time trying to scratch and claw my way back up wasted efforts sick of feeling sick of listening sick of thinking sick of talking sick of existing sick of being sick

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you're gone and i gotta stay high all the time

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I need help. by HarunoWolfLove, literature

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I need help.

These feelings and needs are bursting out at every seam. It’s discarded and hopeful memories at the same damn time. Distant and tucked away feelings that stagger in at the very worst possible moments. Your mind is going one hundred miles an hour and you’re holding your head out the window dragging it through the dirt and aiming at every pothole. Only in hopes that somewhere along the ride you hit your head hard enough that you forget everything. And i think, well i’d like to think i know my limits. That perhaps i know when enough’s enough. But every pill that melts under my tongue is just another escape into the exil

I need help.

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i love you by HarunoWolfLove, literature

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i love you

[I love you. I love you, i love you, i love you] There's only so many times i can say it before the words, they start to sound flat and meaningless. Before they taste stale and feel used on the lips. There's only so many ways i can show you before my actions seem and become a constant replay of a movie you used to love but has now been overseen. Before i become over-looked and your eyes sink back into the sockets of your skull. There's only so many times that i can love you before my heart dulls and rusts away. Before my heart shatters from sinking so low. [I love you. I love you, i love you, i love you.] So listen to the soft fading pit

i love you

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About HarunoWolfLove

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Nov 1, 1991
United States
Deviant for 15 years
She / Her

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My Bio

I wear my flaws like a cute outfit.
I'm not perfect. Are you?
I've learned to accept myself.
Bipolar as all hell.
Sometimes I feel like I can take on the world,
other times I shy away from it.
I'm a nice girl.
If you're nice to me, that is.
Total insomniac.
Short tempered/ hella emotional.
I tell it like it is; rarely give white lies.
I come off as cutesy and ditzy at first.
You'll come to realize that's not who I am in time.
I have a strong personality. Take it or leave it.

I'm insane and inconsistent and all over the place. I'll confuse you to the point where you'll give up trying to understand the real me. It's only a matter of time. The people who have stayed in my life all this time, I love you to death.

Who I'd like to meet:
Real talk. I'm losing my faith in consistency. I'm practically phobic of accepting strange people in my life because things never work out. Honestly, I'm just so sick of unreliable people. I'm lucky to have the people in my life that I already know, but it's hard being in a town where you don't fit in. My relationships never last, and most of my friendships fade in time. I'd give anything to find someone who can show me that there is still real love in the world. Sometimes I feel like I really need someone, but I tell people that I don't. Everyone needs help sometimes. I'm not as strong as I pretend to be, if I can even do that anymore.

Favourite Movies

The one your mom and i made was nice.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

a7x, Slipknot, Lordi, Veins of Jenna, Muderdolls, Poison, Guns and Roses, Hatebreed, Lamb of God,,,

Favourite Games

MAG, Resident Evil, Protype, Fall Out, Gears Of War, Red Dead Redemption, black ops,

Favourite Gaming Platform

PS3

Other Interests

Photography, Concerts, Piercings, Guitars, Painting, Tattoos, Cars, Writing, Traveling, Drumming,