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About Me Member Deviant of Many Talents JazVanF15/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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Pink Floyd; the only thing soothing me lately.

Thu Nov 19, 2009, 9:36 AM
Behind my mothers twenty year old Nikon camera is where i've been spending my time. Squinting my left eye and peekimg through that tunnel is what keeps me sane. I lied, writeing and that camera is what keeps me sane.

Anyways, my internet has been bloody hell to me lately so i haven't been able to post any of my new photograph. It sucks because I was really hoping i would get my first few pieces up here. Most of my work is Literature and I wanted some photos up.

Updates: I went up a size in gauges for thoes of you who have been asking. (6g) I took out my cartlage ring because it hasn't healed since the infection and was a pain in the ass. My hair is going trough a faze of i-don't-want-to-behave. So hopefully soon, i'll have it multi colored again.

Why do you: "Do your "i" like that?"
I hate captlizeing my "i" in the middle of a sentence. It drives me crazy. Stop commenting about me haveing bad grammer. Gah!

A trip inside my mind: It's scaring me how vicious i'm becoming and how little i really care. This is what iv'e grown to be. Vicious. It's just a way to fight back.

New house: Being here, I feel as thought i've become impatient. It's depressing to not be able to work, nor attend school, nor go out, nor have money to do anything.

  • Mood: Eager
  • Listening to: Pink Floyd
  • Playing: FIXING, to go play Gears of War

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I wear my flaws like a cute outfit.
I'm not perfect. Are you?
I've learned to accept myself.
Bipolar as all hell.
Sometimes I feel like I can take on the world,
other times I shy away from it.
I'm a nice girl.
If you're nice to me, that is.
Total insomniac.
Short tempered/ hella emotional.
I tell it like it is; rarely give white lies.
I come off as cutesy and ditzy at first.
You'll come to realize that's not who I am in time.
I have a strong personality. Take it or leave it.

I'm insane and inconsistent and all over the place. I'll confuse you to the point where you'll give up trying to understand the real me. It's only a matter of time. The people who have stayed in my life all this time, I love you to death.

Who I'd like to meet:
Real talk. I'm losing my faith in consistency. I'm practically phobic of accepting strange people in my life because things never work out. Honestly, I'm just so sick of unreliable people. I'm lucky to have the people in my life that I already know, but it's hard being in a town where you don't fit in. My relationships never last, and most of my friendships fade in time. I'd give anything to find someone who can show me that there is still real love in the world. Sometimes I feel like I really need someone, but I tell people that I don't. Everyone needs help sometimes. I'm not as strong as I pretend to be, if I can even do that anymore.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: My House
  • Interests: Photography, Concerts, Piercings, Guitars
  • Favourite movie: The one your mom and i made was nice...
  • Favourite band or musician: Bullet for my Valentine, A7X, Slipknot, Lordi
  • Favourite genre of music: Heavy Metal, Rock, Death Metal
  • MP3 player of choice: I-Pod
  • Shell of choice: Ummm...Turtle Shell
  • Wallpaper of choice: Ah, something nice.
  • Skin of choice: My own.
  • Favourite game: KHs, Slient Hill, Resident Evil, Finaly Fantasy. Protype, Fall Out 3, Gears Of War, Left 4 Dead
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS3
  • Personal Quote: "I have rabies."

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Comments


:iconcatherine-grace:
Thanks for fav ^^

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"I want him in my basement": [srslyADULTMATTER]
:iconmowaie:
OHai there :D

Thanks for the fave, I really appreciate that :D

Have a nice day~~~!!
:)
:iconharunowolflove:
No problem.
<3
You too.

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It's funny how i defend someone who tells me lies.
:iconcharminator:
Thanks for the fave Wolflove

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Click [link] to read awesome poetry. Its totally worth it ;)
:iconharunowolflove:
Np.
<3

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It's funny how i defend someone who tells me lies.
:iconthegrandsmith:
Cheers for the watch.

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:flaguk: Feel the power of TEA! :tea:
:iconharunowolflove:
You're very welcome.
<3

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It's funny how i defend someone who tells me lies.
:iconalifeinfocus:
Thanks for the favorite && the watch sweetie.
:iconharunowolflove:
Ha, your talent simply deserves it. Lovely gallery, btw.
<3

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It's funny how i defend someone who tells me lies.

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